First things first my homies and homettes! Wherever you are on this crazy planet of ours, good morning, good afternoon, good evening or good night. As always, enjoy it to the fullest and don’t let nobody mess it up for you no matter what goes down.
On a weekend note! since today is Sunday, we can say that this was my first alcohol-free weekend in a while. The only difference this time is, that I know why I love to binge drink on the weekends so much. But in case that you haven’t heard, as my shrink told me a couple of times, I was using alcohol to self-medicate.
Hey look, I know the definition of the word, it’s just that #1) I have been drinking since I was a teenager and #2) I didn’t want to accept my Bipolar II diagnosis. I knew that sometimes there was something odd about my behavior and “racing thoughts”, but I saw it as just part of being human. I guess that’s why so many people don’t get help in the first place. Because in their minds, they are just being “normal”.
With that said! I am Audi 5000 y’all!